I should feel bad for not caring, but I really don't care.

Like how most probably don't care about what I say either. Like how some probably won't care if I existed at all. They're not obliged to care and all I need is people to talk to. Maybe I'm just selfish, a cynic and I simply confuse myself.

After trying to speak to people first, I'll go back to waiting. Its not being insecure, I just don't want to talk to someone who doesn't REALLY want to talk to me. I don't want them to feel forced to talk to me. I'll only speak first when I need to.

But what if...they are waiting too? I'll just assume they aren't.

I think.